He will always be there~~

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uyJP5nT4iNg&feature=fvw

HE will always be there...
HE's watching us..guiding us..
and HE knows what's all in our heart...

So when u lose your way,
to ALLAH u should turn..
as HE promise u He will always be there...

Subhanallah..
always keep the faith...
coz HE's always be there...
aja2 fighting!!
(^-^)

...jihad...

~blaja..blaja..study..stdy.....blja..study~~
putaran tu da dtg balik...
rest jap..n kene restart balik..
sbb hidup ni x selalunye indah mcm kte nak...
nk rest je..mane bleyh..

blaja tu penat...tp pahala yg kite dpt dri study tu da cover rase penat..
jihad di jalan Allah tu indah...inilah jln takdirNya...
hti,jiwa,perasaan ni sume milik Dia...
Dia yg tentukan bile nk happy..bile rase penat..bile rase nak maen2 je..
tp skg ni..
satu je yg plg penting..
blaja kerana Allah..n dptkn keredhaanNya
InsyaAllah...
ya Allah...bantulah aku dan sahabat2ku untuk berjihad di jalanmu...
dan berikanlah kami kekuatan...
aminn....

one year ago~~

one year has passed.....
yet i still can't erase that memory..
sorry abah..sorry mak..
for not doing well in that exam..
n bringing shame to both of u...

 if u can read this...
i'm truly sorry.....
i didn't expect it to turn out like this also..
but somehow it is fated...

i'll try to do my very best here...
insyaAllah...
do pray for me...so dat i'll become a good doctor one day....

i love both of u..very muchhhh
sorry again..

words of wisdom~~

" If u want to turn your life around...try thankfulness

...it will change your life mightily"

    -Gerald Good-

" who does not thank for little..will not thank for much"

    -Estonian Proverb-

lastly....

"the secret of life is to not to have everything u want...

but to want everything u have...."

    -Robin M-

hidup ini...

....x selalunya indah seperti yang kita harapkan...

....x selalunya gembira....

coz hati dan perasaan bukan milikku..

hanya milik Dia....yg maha berkuasa....

tapi kesusahan,kesedihan adalah permulaan bagi sebuah kegembiraan...

Dia maha mengetahui apa yang terbuku dalam hati..

setiap rintih,tangis dan sedih yg dirasa...

semua dalam hitungannya...

kerna itulah ujian darinya...

melihat sejauh mana kita mampu bersabar..dengan sabar yang cantik...

namun yang pastii...bersama kesusahan ada kesenangan...

sabarlah wahai diri...

sabarlah wahai kawanku...

coz i know its really hard 4 u...

i can only pray to Allah...to make it easy for u....

semoga kita sama-sama sabar dengan ujian darinya....

La Tahzan....

--keep on moving--

da hbs block 6....
esok start plak da block 7...
kejapnye la mase nk rest...
rase mcm robot lak...
tp papepun, bile fikir2 balik..robot tu buat smthg x dpt pahala...
tp kite kalo buat smthg kerana Allah..dpt pahala..
so,saye berserah kpd takdir...ikhlas buat sesuatu krn Allah..coz
dis is my life..rite now...n there's gonna be smthg good waitin for me...in d future...
insyaAllah....
dan kerana Tuhanmu~~bersabarlah...
keep on moving...
keep climbing~~

sorry.........

innalillah...
dat's all came out from my mouth...
hearing news bout others death...
muda2 lagi da meninggal...coz Tuhan lbh sayangkan mereka...
then,when's my time?
maybe today or tmorrow....
i dunno...
time flies...so fast...
nk mintak maaf sgt2 kat sume org...
for everythng wrong i've done...
coz i'm not perfect,just a normal human being...
sorry sesangat,kalo perangai 'gile2' saye ni buat org skeliling rase annoying....
who noes rite... i might not be able to seek ur forgiveness...later...
please forgive me...
kepade sesape yg rase penah kena marah dgn me...
sorry ye..tu saje je tu...nmpk je mcm marah,actually x pun...dlm hati x de simpan pape pun..
saje je nk maen2..hehe...
n thanks a lot for evrythng...
i'll always appreciate n remember everythg dat happens around me...
thanks everyone-my family,relatives n friends for making my life a great one....
only God can repay ur kindness...
last words~~sorry1000x....

still climbing...

alhamdulillah...

so far so good....not as hard as wat i thought earlier......rase dah 'kuat' skg....

thanks God for making my life easier....

walaupun ade gak smthg unexpected....smthg wrong or not good happens to me....

those things actually makes me stronger.....

i'll keep on prayin' n hoping....

keep on movin...

to achieve the 'dr' title as wat my parents want me to...

insyaAllah...

permudahkanlah ya Allah...not only for me,but also to all my friends....

in everything we do...makes us stronger..........

to achieve our dreams...

kerana Engkau maha mengetahui semua yang terbuku di hati...

tunjukkanlah kami jalan dan permudahkanlah urusan kami...

aminn...

updating status...........

wuhuuu....berhabuk blog aku....
sudah lama ku tinggalkan..
skg sudah mampu menerima kenyataan sedikit demi sedikit...sepantas masa yg berlalu..
walaweyh..ayat x ley bla....tp inila jdinye bile da x berape betul...keluar dr track...
masa2 yg ade dipenuhi dgn aktiviti harian yg smkin bertmbh tmbh sehingga kisah lalu sudah dilupakan......sedikit demi sedikit....
-mula mencari sinar baru-
bak kate kwn baik saye....jdi pelajar medik yg betul2 medikla...x de men2 dah...men2 ckit2 bley r....
tp hidup kan memg mcm ni...mane bley menghadap buku je 24 jam....
harusla ade mase untuk men....
n mengingati sedikit kisah2 yg boleh menjadikan saye lg bersemgt...untuk mengharungi hidup ini...
teruskan mendaki~~
dan bermedik...........=)

..nukilan hati....

it's been a while since i last wrote here~~~~

hanya secebis nukilan dr hati yg sentiasa resah.....

sorry coz gagal jd kwn yg baek....

i admit dat i'm not a good friend....

but i always remember all of u...always...n x kn pernah lupe

cume caranye saje yg len...

aku sentiase ikut track korg....

n i knew everything  dat happen around u guys...

maybe to make it short..i'm just a silent guardian..haha....

dat's better i guess....

sorry kalo terasa ke ape ke ek.....

it's up to u whether u wanna say dat i'm a bad person or wat....

rite now,i'm still trying to accept d truth..

maybe korg nmpak aku kuat,tp name pun manusia kan...

sumtimes ade gak lemahnye...

so,sorry 4 everything...x de niat pun nk sakitkn hati sape2....

my focus rite now is to keep on climbing...till i reach d top....insyaAllah.......

~~ukhuwwah fillah~~

happy eiduladha~~

selamat hari raya aidiladha kepada sume umat Islam di seluruh dunia.....
walopun maybe cara sambutan berbeza...tp kita sume tetap meraikannya...
as one ummah~~

pengorbanan~~berkorban~~~terkorban~~~dikorbankan~~~
hopefully i can change myself to a better person.....sempena dgn hari yang mulia ini.....

happy eid mubarak everyone......

...cukuplah sampai di sini...

duhai hati....sudah2 la...
pujuklah perasaan....jauhilah segala keraguan..
cukuplah....
kepenatan.....
apa yang sudah tu sudahlah...
kemarin x akan sama dgn hr ni.....
x akan pernah sama....
tenanglah wahai hati...
kuatlah.....
cukup sampai disini.....
noktahnya di sini..

~~the law of progress~~

....just wanna share dis wif u guys.....

"aNy progress consists of ups n downs. Watch a tree grow. It grows some leaves and a storm comes along and blows some away. It grows more leaves and another storm comes along and blows some away. Quitters don't understand this. They figure dat progress shud all be one way up. As soon as they slide a little,they think d game is over n they give up. Understand d progress principle n it might change ur life."~Andrew Matthew~

.....Hari LahIr......

happy birthday!!!!
kpd sume yg celebrate besday hr ni....
kpd mereka yg besdaynya da lepas...
kpd mereka yg bakal celebrate besday....
selamat hari lahir!!!!!
To all my frens,thanks for those birthday wishes.....
really appreciate dat......
even if it's just a wish...it meants a lot....
actlly,never ever hoping for dat birthday party or present....
kalo wish pun da cukup...more than enough.....coz dat means sumone remember me...=)
thanks to wani for dat song(seyes jiwang lagu tu)..haha
thanks to all my fren..here in Jakarta..for dat 'huge' teddy bear..n surprise birthday party....
thanks to my sis for d wish....
thanks to everyone....no matter where u r(Manipal,Ireland,IMU,Jakarta,Egypt n Malaysia)....i'll always remember u guys....
miss n love all of u!!!!!
but yg x bestnye..usia da bertambah...kena jadi matang dah.....
n kena banyakkan amalan..hehe....
we'll grew older n older as time goes on.....
dat's  d fact....
but usia x melambangkan ape2...
da tua pun..hati masih muda.....
hidup kena enjoy.....=)
last but not least....arigato to all of u for brightening my day n making my life a beautiful one!!!!!


thanks100000x......

--syukur---

syukur ya Allah, atas segala nikmat yang kau berikan...
syukur ya Allah,aku masih boleh membuka mata dan bernafas di duniamu...
syukur ya Allah,aku masih diberi kekuatan untuk mengatasi segala cabaran.....
syukur padamu ya Allah..atas segalanya....sesungguhnya Kau Maha Mengetahui.....
syukur padamu ya Allah,aku masih mampu senyum dan tertawa....
syukur padamu ya Allah,aku dikelilingi mereka yang baik dan penyayang....
terima kasih ya Allah atas segala nikmat ini...
terima kasih kerana memberikan aku cabaran dan dugaan~dari ctu aku blajar dan memahami erti kehidupan...
menjadi lebih matang dan menghargai nikmat hidup yang kau berikan....
mencipta suasana yang ceria walau di mana aku berada...
aku bersyukur padamu ya Allah....
tabahkanlah hatiku dan bantulah aku menghadapi hari2 yang mendatang~~
kerana aku tahu aku tidak sempurna dan ada ketikanya aku tersalah tafsiran....
jadikanlah aku hambaMu yang sentiasa bersyukur.....
~syukur alhamdulillah~~

...random memories....

~~life~~it's a simple word...
but all things dat happen around us is linked to dis word...everything...
sometimes we're high on top of d world and reach d peak,but somehow we fall down to d earth...
sometimes we're happy...n sometimes we need to face d sadness...though we didn't ask for it...
coz dis is life...n all of these make us who we are today....
we'll keep on thinking bout d past..especially bout our mistakes-dat change everything we've been dreamin' of-but we still need to continue our life...
life must go on...dat's wat people said...though it's really hard to face d reality n d truth.......
n dat mistakes will always...always...n always.....be remembered forever n ever.....
but nothing is impossible to a willing heart....once u've fail,it's not d end of ur life....do wat u can,wif wat u have,wherever u are..keep on fighting and be like a basketball..dat's wat my fren told me...."d higher u fall,d higher u'll bounce back...do not give up"
thanks to all my fren and family for supporting me..thanks a lot...
d memories dat we've shared together all dis while will always remain in my heart..
INTEC...seriously d best place ever-for study,making frens,play,n everything-
together we play,learn and live our life to d fullest....enjoying every single moment.....so dat d sweet memories will be carried on wherever we go...
congrats to all my fren for ur great results n all d best for ur future undertakings.....
you guys deserve it....
things will not be d same again..frens come and go...n d one dat replace d old one will not always be d same like before....
but somehow we try our best to make d people around us happy..without comparing them..n accept them for wat they are.....
n rite now..i'm hoping for a better life...n i'll try my best to survive n be d best among d best....
thanks again for all those sweet memories we've shared....
till we meet again somewhere in d future...n till then gud luck in ur studies..take care of urselves...be happy n smile always....=)