...jihad...

~blaja..blaja..study..stdy.....blja..study~~
putaran tu da dtg balik...
rest jap..n kene restart balik..
sbb hidup ni x selalunye indah mcm kte nak...
nk rest je..mane bleyh..

blaja tu penat...tp pahala yg kite dpt dri study tu da cover rase penat..
jihad di jalan Allah tu indah...inilah jln takdirNya...
hti,jiwa,perasaan ni sume milik Dia...
Dia yg tentukan bile nk happy..bile rase penat..bile rase nak maen2 je..
tp skg ni..
satu je yg plg penting..
blaja kerana Allah..n dptkn keredhaanNya
InsyaAllah...
ya Allah...bantulah aku dan sahabat2ku untuk berjihad di jalanmu...
dan berikanlah kami kekuatan...
aminn....

one year ago~~

one year has passed.....
yet i still can't erase that memory..
sorry abah..sorry mak..
for not doing well in that exam..
n bringing shame to both of u...

 if u can read this...
i'm truly sorry.....
i didn't expect it to turn out like this also..
but somehow it is fated...

i'll try to do my very best here...
insyaAllah...
do pray for me...so dat i'll become a good doctor one day....

i love both of u..very muchhhh
sorry again..